pick yourself up

yesterday evening, i went to dinner with my dear friend María and her boyfriend. i had not seen them in something like 2 months. it was great. we talked about what had happened in two months, about our lives, about everything. it felt like we were back when we all were living here, seeing each other every other day, creating, talking, being. it's not like that anymore, but it's good to recreate that every now and then. evolution is good, that's for certain.

i noticed that i'm changing, in subtle ways. i'm starting to close myself a bit, not revealing too much to anybody. there are certain things that i'd rather keep to myself, some things some people need not know. i never thought like that before.

i will soon plan a daily schedule for when the holidays are over. i'll be working 20 hours a week, leaving a lot of free time. instating a routine or schedule -- at least instating some discipline -- will help me get through this.