Continuing Dark Feelings

I really wonder what's going on with me. This nagging emotion just doesn't want to go away. Things are fine, why do I have to feel gloom?

I went to my mother's for two days, thinking it would just help. It didn't. I had a killer of a bad day tuesday and I've been feeling not extremely well since then. The two days in Granby didn't change much of it. Yesterday I wrote about what was happening here and it helped... for a couple of hours. Not long after, the relief flew away and came back the dark clouds.

I wonder if this should worry me or if I should just accept this as something that happens and something that will pass (and not as a sign of impending doom).